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[01 Mar 2012|03:41pm] |
I can't believe how busy I have been lately! I didn't even realize it was March already! Goes to show how observant I've been outside of work! Merlin, could I use a vacation right about now.
[Private Ward: Self]
This past week has been stressful. I've been working so much, then it was Leo's birthday. Merlin, I don't know what to do in these situations. Before Terry and I started seeing each other, dealing with the loss of his wife was well...easier. Now, I don't know what to say when the day comes. I know we want the focus to be on Leo but I know he thinks about her. Not that I wouldn't want him to, oh no! I could never be that selfish, I know a part of him will always love her. That's perfectly understandable!
It's just- sometimes I think about that if she were still alive, Terry and I wouldn't be together. I love him, more than I have or could ever love someone else. We were brought together after his wife passed away, sometimes it just feels wrong. Oh, that makes me sound dreadful doesn't it? I'm so sorry that Terry had to lose someone but I love him so dearly now, how can I be thankful when it brought Terry so much pain? I have to hope though, if Brigitta were to pick someone to look after Terry and Leo, I hope she would approve of me.
I can't think this way. I'm being ridiculous and over thinking.
[End Ward]
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[14 Feb 2012|01:07pm] |
A wonderful way to start out a very early morning!
[Private Ward: Terry Boot]
I love you, Terry. The gifts are absolutely wonderful!
Dinner at seven is perfect. Unfortunately you will have to wait till after dinner to receive your gift. I promise it'll be well worth the wait.
I hope Leo likes his bear. Did he have anything special planned for Bailey?
[End Ward]
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